3 years

Three years ago, I popped into Second Life because a colleague was giving a talk, and said "This will make a lot more sense if you come and join me in world during the talk."

I'd peeked at Second Life a year earlier, in mid summer of 2005. At that point it was fascinating but unusable on my laptop. It barely ran on the bigger box in my office and when it did, there didn't seem to be much to do.

"In world?" Ok. I could find the scrap of paper with the avatar name on it. Well. No, actually, I couldn't. No matter. I could make a new one.

In the late fall of 2006, things had changed. The client ran on my new laptop which meant I could run it at home. More importantly, there were people running around doing things. There was art. There was dancing. There was flexi hair.

I was on Second Life for something like 80 hours the first week of December. By the end of December, I'd gotten a premium account and managed to snag a plot of "first land." I was hooked.

Three years later, I'm still here. I've managed to make working on Second Life Technology my day job. I've found an amazing collection of people I am proud to call friends. I've found live music. I've found DJs who spin music from top 40, to obscure soundtracks from Japanese video games. I've met people from all over the world, some in real life as well as Second Life. I've given talks, gone to talks, and found an amazingly complex place.

I spent the spring of 2007 arguing that Second Life was important, and I wanted to work on how it might fit into IBM's future. I said to a senior technical person in my shop. "This isn't what a virtual world is going to look like in 5 to 10 years, but its the best lab we have for understanding what one might look like."

Three years later, I think that statement is still right. Second Life as it is today is not what it will be in five years. It may not be where virtual worlds will end up in five years or ten, but it is still the best place to try and see what that future might look like.

Too all my friends, thank you for three wonderful years. I look forward to sharing the next three, and many more with you. To those who I have yet to meet, I look forward to meeting you somewhere on the grid.

~ Zha

p.s. for anyone who is unclear: That is me in the foreground, in front of me, of 2006. ~Z

29 of 365 "Welcome Home"



I have lusted after the bunnies from Happy Mood for ages. Yesterday I gave in to temptation and treated myself to a huge heap of cuteness. The bunnies make me smile, even if Zha says the twitchy noses are odd.

28 of 365 - OpenSimulator


This morning I was feeling adventurous so I fired up the Hippo Viewer, registered as a user on OSGrid and hopped on over. Just so you know, the process took about 2 minutes from start to finish.

When you arrive in Open Simulator you find yourself in an old school ruth avatar. Yeah. Not so pretty. There is a free avatar box which gets you the clothes I am wearing in the photo above. No prim hair, no shoes, no AO -- but it is a start. I messed with the sliders and made a version of my SL face. Then I went in search of hair and an AO. I am so used to the great hair we have in SL and the duck walk is just too much for me. Call me vain if you wish. Its ok.

Oh I should say that there were about 8 people at the welcome area. No one said hello to me but to be fair I did not speak either. I was busy reading the signs and experiencing the first 5 minutes. That is right, not the first hour. The first 5 minutes. If you are an experienced SL user it might take you all of 5 minutes to get yourself up and running in OS. That is if you are ok with system hair and a duck walk.

What I found really interesting is some of the signs, many of which reference the Linden Lab grid. It seems as if the expectation is everyone here is from Second Life. Odd, that.

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I did find a freebie shop right away. Score! They had a really important sign that I was happy to see right out front.



I started searching. Please let there be hair!? Just a walk? I am ok without a real AO but a walk? Come on... Well, no. Guns, clocks, tanks, fountains, lanterns, and of course a pink fairy castle. But no hair.








It is really nice to see familiar faces over on OS.


I continued my search for hair and an AO and found lots of interesting sims. People clearly are building, experimenting and working here. I will say I had a LOT of trouble with teleporting. Sometimes I was able to get where I wanted to be but more often than not I crashed on TP. It seems to me to be something the OS folks know is a problem and I am sure they will fix it in time.



I will absolutely go back to Open Simulator. It will be great fun to see how the grid grows over time. I will need to figure out how to get some good hair and an AO though. SL has spoiled me and turned me into a very vain avatar. I am ashamed. :)

26 of 365 "Does Size Matter?"


I spent the past two day surrounded by my siblings and our offspring. There is something so comforting about being surrounded by a mob of family, everyone talking at once. In our house such a scene always involves a lot of food and many bottles of good red wine. I am blessed with a large family, all of whom are people I would choose as friends were I not lucky enough to be related to them.

What does all that have to do with the silly photo above? I am honestly searching for a connection but the truth is I just really loved the oversized birds. They have such sweet expressions on their faces, sort of like I do when the love of my family surrounds me like a warm hug.

25 of 365 "Thanksgiving Day"


At the moment I am slightly upset about something that in the grand scheme of things does not matter. So, on Thanksgiving Day I am thankful for the ability to differentiate the little things from the big things.

On this holiday, I offer a heartfelt thanks to you my dear readers. You mean more to me than you know.

Living Donor for Delinda

My friend Delinda is having a kidney transplant today. Read about it here. Please keep her in your thoughts while her Doctors work to save her life.

Postcard from Second Life.

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21 of 365 "I am trying to save the deserted princess"


I was wandering around the mainland looking for an image for today when the following conversation occured.

[15:27] Chestnut Rau: hello
[15:27] Random Guy: hi
[15:27] Chestnut Rau: How are you?
[15:27] Random Guy: i am trying to save the deserted princess
[15:27] Chestnut Rau: I am not deserted nor am I a princess
[15:27] Chestnut Rau: I have no idea what you are talking about

Random Guy: Bumps me and pushes me into the water

[15:29] Chestnut Rau: If you bump me one more time I am going to AR you

Random Guy: Flys away, presumably to find the deserted princess. Frankly, she might be better off without him.

19 of 365 "Marko Seurat's Cathedral"


I met Marko Seurat when I was very new to Second Life. Maybe I had been in world a week or two. Not more than that, for sure. We were both at a discussion group about privacy in virtual spaces. The discussion was sort of dull but I remember IMing Marko because he was outspoken and said things that challenged the group. In short order we became friends and he is my oldest friend in Second Life.

Marko is an artist, a philosopher and a student. He is a deep thinker and has ideas that challenge the mainstream. He makes me think in new and different ways and for that I will always cherish our friendship.

These photos were taken at Marko's latest build. It is a cathedral but it is not a church. It houses art and it is art in itself. The build is enormous and the only real way to get a sense of its scale is to visit, which I strongly encourage you to do. The cathedral does amazing things when the lighting changes so play with windlight and see how this spectacular build morphs as the sky changes from blue to pink, purple to yellow.





http://slurl.com/secondlife/New%20Vladivostok/21/120/30

18 of 365 "Reunion"



"Reunion" by Andrek Lowell.

On display at the Aho Museum operated by the New Media Consortium

slurl.com/secondlife/Ars%20Simulacra/24/64/46

While I was there I also saw "Drowned" by Starax. Yummy

17 of 365 "Steampunk du jour"

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Lots of things on my mind

Molecule in the Sky at ThorneBridgeTown

Some random thoughts filling my head and I need to get them out or I won't be able to work. I have a bunch of deadlines today so I do need to focus. Consider this a warning: Nonsense ahead! Proceed at your own risk!

1) Catching up with old friends warms my heart.

2) There are few things as frustrating to me as technology that doesn't work and "helpline" people who are clueless.

3) When people I love argue with each other I can feel my stress levels increase by many orders of magnitude in seconds.

4) I work best with a deadline. I can fill hours...no days...of dithering but give me a deadline and I can finish the project in short order. I wish I could make myself dither less without deadlines but it seems impossible.

5) Recently I have been called a hypocrite for expressing my honest opinion. I am still pondering this but in general my gut is telling me I am better off keeping my distance from people who can't engage in discourse where polite disagreement on ideas is fundamentally a good thing.

15 of 365 - "Extraordinary Mind"

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"I do not care what car you drive. Where you live. If you know someone who knows someone who knows someone. If your clothes are this year’s cutting edge. If your trust fund is unlimited. If you are A-list, B-list or never heard of you list. I only care about the words that flutter from your mind. They are the only thing you truly own. The only thing I will remember you by. I will not fall in love with your bones and skin. I will not fall in love with the places you have been. I will not fall in love with anything but the words that flutter from your Extraordinary Mind."

~ Andre Jordan

14 of 365 "One Reason SL is Entertaining"

One reason SL is so entertaining is you can fly along and you just may happen upon a cute pair of teddy bears that are as big as a house.

What is really funny is I was flying along looking for a place to take my 365 wondering why in the world do people make little replicas of RL here? Where is the imagination? Where is the fun? Then I looked up saw this scene and laughed. Sure there is a house you could find in RL but it has guardian teddy bears.

14 of 365 "One Reason SL is so Entertaining"

As I think about it -- what really is so wrong about building a RL house in SL? If you don't live in a modern beach house and it makes you happy to create that fantasy in SL, why not? If you always wondered what it would be like to live in a castle or an inner city squat or a habitrail, SL is the place to do it. It is all low risk, high reward as far as I can tell.

Vive la Fête!

13 of 365 "I am (not) a Magician"

I was pretty proud of myself this morning. I was able to take my absolutely stone dead laptop and with little help from anybody diagnose and fix the problem. Sure it was frustrating and I did actively contemplate throwing it in the pond in my back yard, but in the end I fixed it. I am a magician!


I went into SL and thought I would explore a bit, looking for a photo idea for today. Suddenly this is what I saw.


Sigh. I really do need that new graphics card.

12 of 365 "Total System Failure"


This morning I was drinking coffee and reading blogs when Norton anti virus told me it quarantined a virus. I did a bit of research and learned the best thing to do would be a system restore, back to when I updated Windows two days ago. Well, that is easy enough.

You do need a little back story to understand what happened next. My graphics card has been failing intermittently for a few months. Second Life is really hard on a graphics card as most of you know and mine was on its last legs. Back in early October Dell promised to send a new one but I was told I would wait about 6 weeks. Ok, well that stinks but I have been limping along.

Anyway, I tell the laptop to please restore itself back to Thursday and it dutifully does whatever magic it needs to do to rid itself of the silly virus. Things are chugging along fine for a bit and then the graphics card fails and the computer crashes right in the middle of the system restore. Oh yes. It was ugly.

The next 6 hours involved 2 and a half hours on the phone with Dell, several bouts of frustrated cursing with alternating moments of tears and a number of prayers while waiting for status bars to move. At the end of it all I had to reinstall my Operating System and I lost a lot of my SL history including photos, chat logs that I had saved for sentimental reasons and things I have written. Please do spare me the lecture about back ups, if you don't mind. I generally do back up and have saved quite a bit. Still, today I lost a lot of things I will miss.

So for my 365 you get a totally raw photo because I still have to reinstall Photoshop. Yeah, this day sucked.

11 of 365 "Cloudy Day"


I am usually amused when I am logged in at a nearby info hub and rez as a grey stick figure or as a cloud. Local chat is can be pretty funny in these forced group gatherings and I occasionally hang around for while to see how people react. Yesterday when this happened it was a bit eerie because no one in the pileup of grey figures spoke at all. The only noise was the sound of people teleporting off to their daily lives. It felt a bit like a traffic jam at the toll booth back when I used to have a morning commute into the city.

What is the point of complaining about events you are powerless to change? We can't control technical glitches but our own reactions to such situations is where we have a choice. When you are met with frustration do you shake your fist, stomp and complain? Do you take the opportunity to observe and possibly learn something about yourself or others? Do you find the humor and have a laugh? Do you shrug and move on? How do you react?

10 of 365 "Just Out of Reach"

9 of 365 "If Life Gives You Lemons"


SL won't let me get dressed this morning so the photo I had in mind can't happen. Since I appear to be stuck being naked for the time being, I decided to go for it. I hope no one minds.

8 of 365 "Sarcasm: "It's What's For Breakfast"


OMG you guys! I am, like, all squuuuuuuuuuuueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

My friend, BigFamousDesignerGuy Lionheart just opened the kewelest store evah!! The build is so creative. Get this...it is a big square prim stuck in the side of a mountain. How minimal is that? I know, I know -- take that whole fancy baked shadows trend and throw it out the window. Back to our roots baby!

I just love BigFamousDesignerGuy. He is the most creative, kind and wonderful avatar on the grid. Everything he touches is gold, every word out of his mouth pure poetry. I love the way he walks and the way he puts on his prim hair....sigh....gush. I especially love how he lets me stand around in his workshop while he builds. Yeah BigFamousDesignerGuy might go quiet for hours at a time but just sharing the same space with him is such an honor! I am in awe of his talent just breathing the same air as he does.

Anyway, not only that - he is making this line of products that are just about the coolest little gadgets anywhere on the grid. I am soooo not kidding either. They might look like plain shapes but nooo...there is much more there than meets the eye. You can change the shapes! You can use a simple tool to change the texture oh and also, you can turn it completely transparent too. Just think of the millions of ways you can use these babies. Seriously, this is the "must have" gadget du jour.

Oh and THE BEST PART is that my famous friend, BigFamousDesignerGuy, named his line AFTER LITTLE OLD ME!!! Oh yes he did! There is Chestnut Cube, Rau Trapezoid and my personal favorite, Events Blogger Sphere. Isn't it just adorable. /me pets Events Blogger Sphere and sighs...

But don't trust me on this! These little lovelies are much more impressive in person as my photos just don't do them justice. I do apologize for my lame photography skills. Go HERE to have a look and BUY THEM!!!

Oh and here is what I am wearing:

Skin: Curio
Hair: Truth
Eyes: Poetic Eyes
Dress: Nicky Ree
Shoes: Starley
Partnership Ring: Custom baby so don't even ask

Sorry no SLurls cuz I don't give a shit. Use search, look it up yourself

7 of 365 Brooklyn in Watching

Brooklyn is Watching is a mixed reality art project I have written about a few times. It consists of a series of related spaces for artists and audiences. There is land in SL where artists are invited to leave work for one week and people in SL can view the work. In addition, there is an alcove in the Jack the Pelican Presents Gallery in Brooklyn where the activity in the sim can be viewed by a RL audience. There are online discussion forums, a blog, and podcasts.

BIW moved to a new space in SL so I went to check it out and update the LM in my profile pic. While I was there I saw the work below by newcomer Lukas Loorden and it just begged to be part of my photo for the day.


Watch Chestnut's Choices in NWN for details about the event at BIW to celebrate the new location.

6 of 365: "Pieces of the Puzzle"

5 of 365: "The Black Sheep of the H1N1 Family"



I am still feeling sick. I do not have H1N1 but instead I seem to have caught some nasty relative - perhaps it is H2N4, the black sheep of the family who never reached pandemic status but made up for its lack of ambition by being particularly long lasting and vicious.

I am off to find some tylenol, my comfy blanket and a book. Oh, and I will put a quarantine sign on the front door too. I promise. I do not want to be responsible for the spread of H2N4.

Adam Ramona Retrospective Exhibition - Saturday November 7 at 2pm


My friend White Lebed is curating a fabulous art installation and I wanted to pass information about the opening on to everyone. Adam Ramona makes large scale interactive art that is lovely to look at and great fun to explore. The work responds to you with movement and sound. Some of the work even professes its love for you -- 0r maybe it just loves me, who knows.

The details about the opening are below. If you can't make the party you will miss the opportunity to meet and talk with Adam, but don't let that stop you from visiting at a later date. This exhibition is 3d digital art at its best.

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From the notecard:

When: November 7th, 2009 2pm SLT

What: Adam Ramona (Adam Nash): Selected Artworks 2007-2009

Where: http://slurl.com/secondlife/Kolor/110/131/3002

You are cordially invited to a special launch presentation to celebrate the opening of a retrospective of Adam Ramona's solo art work. This is the first comprehensive retrospective showing of Adam's work. The exhibition is an important turning point for the artist as he evaluates what he has done in virtual worlds unti now, and prepares for the next stage of his career. During the event, Adam will talk about his art and answer questions. Please join us for this unique occasion.

While experiencing Adam's work, please ensure your sound is ON and your sim stream is OFF.

Special appreciation to the owner of the Kolor studio, Patrick Faith (Kolor Fall in sl) for hosting this event. After viewing the Adam Ramona platform, feel free to use the teleporter to go to the other levels of the sim to explore one of the most unusual and spectacular artistic sims in Second life. While visiting other levels of the sim, you should turn your stream on since music is important part of the rest of the sim.

Learn about content infringement and 3rd party viewers


"Asked and answered: All you Wanted to Know about Content Theft & 3rd Party Viewers - Part 2"

When: - Today - Friday 6th November 3pm SLT

Where: http://slurl.com/secondlife/Corona%20Cay/42/135/22

Live Stream: http://www.livestream.com/metaworld2 (thank you Malburns Writer)

Submit your Questions on Notice: here http://rezzed.tv/question-submission-page/

This Panel has been convened so you have the opportunity to make an informed decision about whether 3rd party viewers are right for you. The panel will field audience questions as well as Questions on Notice submitted in advance. You can submit questions at the link above.

This week's panel consists of two 3rd party viewer developers, a RL programmer with over 30 years experience, and a Content Creator for Enterprise Development

Panel Members

- KirstenLee Cinquetti - Kirstens viewer Developer

- McCabe Maxted - Imprudence viewer Developer

- Angela Talamasca - Talamasca Terraforms and blogger

- Dedric Mauriac - Senior Member of Technical Staff, Air, Missile & National Defense, CSC

This Podcast Panel will be in voice, moderated by the wonderful Arabella Steadham. Questions from the audience in text chat are accepted.

Last week this show was very informative and I hope to be able to attend today. If you have an interest in the broad discussion of content theft and third party viewers, please join me there.

4 of 365 - Thinking of Those Who Have Gone


We all have friends who for one reason or another have left Second Life. Recently someone I care about chose to get rid of her land and devote her time to her RL instead of her SL. I do understand but I miss her.

Time moves on. People move on. Life is about change.

3 of 365: A Bunch of People Are Participating in 365 Days. Will You Join Us?


Yesterday I got the awesome Luna Mask I am wearing as a thank you gift from Alizarin Goldflake. I instantly knew it would be part of my photo for today. I really do not know why I paired it with an animal print bathing suit and sat in the river on Marawa, but some things defy explanation I think.

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I am thrilled to say that some folks have decided to do this crazy 365 Days project along with me. Please check out Elusyve, Owly, Guen, Caliburn Susanto, Kghia Gherardi, and the Second Life 365 Days group on flickr. If you are thinking about doing 365 Days too we would love to have you join us. cough *Tymmerie* *Bree* *Quaintly* *Bevan* *Isle* and *YOU* cough

The other person who is participating is Crap Mariner. He is a prolific writer and photographer who has been posting daily since the dawn of time, or so it seems. I admire Crap's ability to produce daily 100 word stories and photographs of his life both digital and atomic. He inspires me to dig into my own creative well and come up with some words or a picture, and he has done so since I met him back in 2007. Thank you for your support over the years Crap and please don't let the negative get you down. You do more good than you realize just by keeping at it all.

That is what the 365 Days is all about, after all. For me it is about the process of making a comittment to a creative endeavor and working through the dry spells that are sure to come.


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My biological self spent most of the past two days in sweat pants and a ratty old shirt on the couch in my RL living room hovering between fever and chills. I was not able to write Chestnut's Choices for New World Notes this week. Aside from planned vacations this is the first week I have missed since I started writing for Hamlet back in January. In any case, if you have an event you want to publicize you can drop a note in the comments of this post. The photo of me all bundled up in a blanket is so true to RL that it is a bit scary.