36 of 365 Delinda's Memorial Begins
I am going to be honest and say I have not cried that much since Delinda died. I have been sad, gutted. Somehow the tears did not come. People were falling apart all around me and there was work to do so I kept my nose to the grindstone and just tried to put the Memorial together.
Autumn, Fanci, Nicci, Angie and LaDonna were total rock stars and did everything needed to coordinate about 45 performers and 30 visual artists as well as tons of volunteers. Oliver Szondi donated a 5,000 listener stream at his own expense. I tried to keep the sails full and the boat on course and when the flu hit me this week I sort of failed at that. Sighs.
At 9am when Mason Thorne took the stage and started the Memorial weekend with "Amazing Grace" I think the effects of grief, illness and stress washed over me and I just lost it. Damn you kidney disease. Damn you.
I miss you Delinda.