Deep in the crazy end of the pool


Lately my life has been so full of good things on many fronts.   I feel alive and accomplished and strong.  And then?  Someone says something or doesn't say what I had hoped they would say or I hear someone else say something and I forget.  I forget all the wonderful things about myself and the fear and self loathing grab on to my stream of consciousness and my inner dialog degenerates.  For the past 24 hours I have been in a pretty bad place as the one person I confided in can attest.  It has been the anti-fun.

Hopefully I will be kinder to myself today and the world will be a brighter place for me.  Hopefully.

2 comments:

Lindal Kidd said...

/me hugs you!!!

Nissa Nightfire said...

but you know what? you look super-cute ;) /me gives you a hug and a pat on the back... hang in there :)